I’m so fucking tired.

I go to the Rez doctors which means = you get zero fucking help. My doctor won’t help me for my neuropathy, which I had to heal MYSELF and learn how to walk again BY MY FUCKING SELF!!! Experienced facial paralysis, etc. Was thrown on medication that CAUSED THIS. And one more thing, I’ve told my doctor I have DIARRHEA EVERY. SINGLE. DAY! There’s not one day, not one bowel movement where I’m not pissing out of my asshole. I’m so fucking tired of it. I’m bloated ALL. THE. TIME. yet I shit all the time, watery shits. I’m hydrated. I eat. Nothing is fucking working. Why the fuck do I have DIARRHEA ALL THE TIME. and I’m always horribly nauseous. I hate being indigenous because we have the worst healthcare ever. We never get ANY help. And my doctor put in my chart in pre-diabetic? IM NOT. WHAT THE FUCK.