Is it bad if you are mostly attracted to queer people that were cis women in the past?

I would say I’m currently discovering myself and my identity, I think I may be queer too but I have always been (imposed or not) a cis boy. That said, I have always been a little bit bisexual, but mainly I always fall in love to womens and maybe attracted in sexual way to mens. Now, recently I found myself exploring my identity and I think I’ve never feel like a “proper hetero cis men”, I‘ve always felt I little off to me, I don’t feel like is me when I tried to be “men”. Recently I have been exploring with my appereance and I feel more confortable and more myself at the end of the day. To me, really resonates the idea of non binary gender and queer theory behind it. That said, I’m 29, and I past almost my entire life as a hetero cis men, and I can‘t deny my preference to cis girl, I have been attracted to trans girls too, i really like girls and the idea of feminine but I have contradictions too, because I really love when “cis girls” shows themselves as queer people. To summary, I feel like my desire is still attached to a body type, to a “girl” body type, I don’t want to be so explicit about it but you know boobs, hips and waist. I want to be honest, my desire is probably conditioned to feel attracted to what we understand for girl in hetero cosmovision but I really love queer people for their personality, their way of thinking, and is exactly their reason why I lost interest in cis girl for the most part, because expecto to me to be a way that I’m not. Hope you understand!