32F Is This A Hole? Ear Drum

https://imgur.com/a/YLJk9pd I keep hearing/feeling a weird noise in my ear like something is rubbing against something else. That creaky sound it makes. That’s all I can think of to explain it. It’s not painful but it’s annoying the crap out of me. It happens when I move my head in any direction. Also not at the moment but I’ve had other weird things in this ear. A thumping sound like my heart. And a sound/feeling of water coming out of my ear. Like exactly how it sounds and feels when you get water in your ear then it finally comes out. But there is no water. I saw a dr for the latter two things (PC) and they just said “probably allergies try chewing gum”. Gum does not help. They said the ear drum looked “pushed up” like there was maybe some pressure under it because it’s “supposed to be flat”. That was all they said about it. Anyway, I have the ear camera thing and have tried to see my ear drum but was too scared to get close enough but I was determined today. It’s VERY hard to get a clear view/photo. This is the best I could do. It looked normal I think? Opaque clearish thing. No weird colors or anything. But then I noticed this spot. It’s a gap. A hole? Like, I thought the ear drum filled the ear canal fully and on google it appears that it does. It also appears to fully fill my ear canal in my right ear. I can’t find anything in that ear that looks like this. Last 2 pics are right ear. So why does it look like there is a gap on the bottom edge of mine? Is it just a weird angle? Do some people have gaps or do I need an ENT to look at this?